Played baseball as a kid, and used to listen to Arkansas Travelers games on the radio with my grandpa (and also watch a lot of Gunsmoke ("Dillern" as grandpa would call Marshall Dillon). Got to see a couple of Rangers games in 74-76 ish (loved Toby Harrah and Roy Smalley). Moved to Houston in 77 and learned to love a man named Cruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuz. Eventually got hooked on a couple of fireballers named JR and Nolan, and have been an Astros fan since. Mike Scott and the '86 season is still one of the most magical seasons I have ever seen. [And though the 86 stem game is on On Demand, I have never had the heart to watch it again, and have serious doubts that I ever will be able to watch it again].
I 'took a break' from baseball for a bit in the late 80s and early 90s. Strikes had taken away some of my passion for the game. Also, my parents got divorced and dad got remarried. With my 'dad-time' greatly diminished (pilot and new wife issues, not custody issues), we no longer played catch all the time like we used to - that, strikes, etc. severely injured my love of the game for a while. [I would still listen to Rangers games when Nolan was pitching though - loved that guy (until the whole 'Astros should move to the AL West thingie that is)].
Moved to the Northwest to go to law school in 1994 and for now other reason than it was there, went to the Kingdome (ugliest venue for a baseball game ever) to catch a Mariners game. Saw this kid named Griffey in the outfield. There, on that day, watching The Kid play the game brought back all the love I'd had for the game, and brought me the peace to 'forgive' MLB and my dad for what they'd 'taken away' from me. Never really got into the Mariners much, but did start following 'my team' more again.
Though I stayed in Portland after law school (never, ever, did I previously consider the notion of not returning to Houston, but it just kinda happened), I continue to think of myself (and call myself) a Texan (from Houston). The Astros were my team though, and following them and claiming my 'allegiance' to them I think in some ways help me to keep my ties to Texas and my identity as a Texan in place. Don't know that for sure, but think that has had something to do with it.
Though I'd continued to follow (and root for) the Astros in the mid 90s and early 2000s, 2004 was a complete and total game changer. Yes, the 2004 season success had something to do with it. Getting Clemens did as well (in that Houston was somehow close to relevant enough with Clemens pitching for them to occasionally merit mention on ESPN). However, the 'game changer' for me was having access to the MLB Extra Innings package. Having the opportunity to see the Astros on TV allowed me - living in the Northwest - to get to follow the Astros in a real way. I've been a 'fanatic' since...
The other game changer at this time was my ability to find 'peace' from watching a baseball game. I've had a lot happen in my life since that 2004 season, but through whatever I was going through, watching the Astros (or especially going to a game) were my 'refuge in the storm.' It may have only lasted for a couple of hours, but for the most part when I was watching a baseball game, my soul was at peace. Though such is a constant for me these days, it wasn't at the time... Home games were especially great, as my friends JD and Brownie came to my home and shared the games with me. Now that I get to watch them every game (via MLB.tv), they have become family...
As for will I continue to follow the Astros to the AL West, my answer is "I think it will happen." Honestly, and I've been thinking about it a lot lately, I am not sure what the ultimate answer will be. Normally at this time of the year, I'd be checking winter ball stats daily, and reading whatever articles I could find regarding current or potential Astros. However, for the past 6 or so weeks, I've simply hit the 'mark all as read' button on my Google Reader, and have ignored all but a few baseball or Astros baseball related stories. My hope is that "this too shall pass," and I really think that it will, but a large part of me feels like it did before I saw The Kid play in that lone game in Seattle. My heart is just not there right now.
And the SOLE REASON that my heart is not there right now is that Bud Selig is going to force my team to become an AL team. The thought of this honestly makes me angry, and yet disheartens me at the same time. I cannot begin to describe the breadth and depth of my hatred of Bud Selig. A home game in MIL was bad enough, and made me loathe him, but what he is doing now brings out pure hatred. I find this odd, as I've never truly felt as though I've hated someone before, but I truly hate Bud Selig. I'll get over it I'm sure... but... am fairly certain that if I saw him on the street here in Portland today, I'd run over and kick the shit out of him... [I'd be okay though, as I would claim he was part of the "1%" and all would be forgiven here in Portland...].
Ultimately though, I'd imagine that my support of the Astros will be strong again next season and for the years to follow. I'll see this kid named Altuve at 2B, or a kid named JD in LF, or Castro behind the dish, or Lyles on the mound, and I will be taken back to that day at the Kingdome watching a kid named Griffey play the game. Not to the memory of The Kid per se, rather one of MY kids (Jose, JD, etc.) will step up and rekindle my passion for the game through his, and all will be right in the world again.
I will likely still chose to hate Bud Selig though...