Good Guys win!
i am, of course, happy that our team won, but, omg, i feel terrible for Matt. he and i exchanged texts yesterday, and he took complete responsibility for the balk and the tying run on Tuesday. i ended it by telling him to start a new scoreless streak, and he replied "I will!" like he was still the 17 year old kid i coached. when Lee hit that ball last night, i had a physical experience like nausea. i could not be happy about the win b/c i felt so bad for Matt. from 1.95 to who knows what in two appearances against the team he wanted to sign with last year. to him, for sure, baseball is a cruel game.
dammit. bounce back, Matt. your Mac teammates and i care about you very much.