this is really fine, and I am very happy for you to find inner peace. many of your epistles make clear peace has been elusive for you. I had it and lost it and I am looking to find it again. I would like to write about this, but I am not sure I can. what happened was so fucking unfathomable, and I am not sure I can explain it to readers when I do not understand it myself.
anyway, thanks for posting these. I am a fan.